COMMUNICATION

Whichever way truth wants to unleash itself through me,

I will not censor it, but set it free.

It lurked in silence for too long out of supposed humility.

And though by chance or jealousy you don't agree,

What matters is that not you, but I finally see

That speaking is what I need to do undoubtedly.

To hold my tongue back is something I don't need to learn

For I was already born with the ability for such concern.

What must be done is verbalize my mind's discussions

And not to worry about the repercussions.

Self-doubt is now a joke and that which my ego still implies

Will not hold me back in fear of looking arrogant in your eyes.

Where you point out pride, I recognize self-confidence.

When you imply fabrications, I value my sincere interpretations.

When you suggest a desire to outshine,

I trust my intention to bring myself and others to the Divine.

When you decide to make a point to disagree,

I comprehend and respect the heavenly decree

To let each choose the path they wish to walk.

Yet, still I'll follow mine and that's to talk.

The things I state are what my soul inside has stirred.

They're not for linking to yourself word-for-word.

My task is to communicate the wider meaning

Which is that doing what's unnatural at first is not demeaning,

But is a blessing through which the world needs to receive your giving.

So understand that what I do is not for admiration,

But to adhere to the appointed path of communication.

It's not for you to challenge, compete, or feel like you need to take a back seat,

But to sift through your own perceptions and delight in finding your own sweet treat.

And then offer it on your own path to everyone you meet.

This wasn't written as an insult, in offensive or defense.

But once again for objective conversation, over just subjective sense.

You will not witness words from me decrease, cease, or falsely please

Because my ultimate goal in life is genuine inner peace.

Written by Julia Yusupova